Saturday, April 30, 2011

Wonderfully beautiful YOU.

I feel the earth move under my feet, I feel the sky tumbling down, tumbling down... I feel my heart start to tremble, whenever you’re around... Ooh, baby, when I see your face, mellow as the month of May... Oh, darling, I can't stand it, when you look at me that way...

Ive always wondered what drew me to you. You werent like anyone Ive fallen for before. You were GAY and thats a surprise enough in itself. For someone who always found straight men irresistibly attractive and often ended up with one you were a breath of fresh air. A hope that one day I could possibly end up with a gay man.

I adore the way you doubt yourself. The way you try to not let me get close to you. I like how were both afraid of falling and I love how chemistry seems to always screw up our lives and show us both the middle finger.

You make me want to become a man you would find attractive and Im sure Im on that path. Maybe you will find true love in a form that pleases you, by the time Im ready to offer myself to you I fear that in every inch of a changing body. Yet, I am confident, that my love for you shall prevail.

I shall be yours one day and you shall be mine and even if that doesnt come to pass I shall be at peace knowing that I have loved you, with all my heart, every passing moment, from when I first set eyes on the new wonderfully beautiful you.

I LOVE YOU.

:: You and I left our troubles far behind, troubles far behind... but I still have just one more question on my mind... for all my pals who live in the oceans and the seas... with friends like these well, who needs enemies? ::