Sunday, November 25, 2012

Yes, I am now Anti-Sinhala, for life.

:: After almost two-years of non-stop research and trying to be non-biased... I am now angry and nothing can change my opinion... The Sinhalese are today's Nazis and there's no lighter way of saying it. First, they suppress a culture out of a superiority complex, then they use the armed forces to cause terror and when the suppressed retaliate and ask for equal rights... they call them terrorists?

Worse still, the world watched as massacre on massacre occurred... the finalé, just a few years ago! I am ashamed of being an Indian today... of being from a country that decided consciously to avoid helping a terrorized people, just a few kilometres across an ocean. I am ashamed of having no power to have changed the situation and promise to strive towards earning such a power in this world. Someday, I shall avenge these massacred innocent.

I also promise to never visit the Sinhalese dominated parts of Sri Lanka... and wait till access to the Tamil parts are opened to visit this Island Nation. 

Also, I would request Sri Lankans that I know to please un-friend me... because I will never be able to look at you without judging you as a gutless, ethic-less, barbaric and murderous people. I have no respect for you anymore.

May the justice of the Lord that I believe in avenge the lives you so heartlessly took... and may I be an instrument to remind you, every day of my life... of how you can also be considered lowly and unworthy of a separate identity.

I curse everyone of you, more so the educated ones, for being silent and un-reactive as your government massacred a whole people — all for the sake of showing who was actually in power. I am disgusted by this nation and its ethnic majority — may they all burn in hell. ::

Monday, October 08, 2012

Sunday, May 20, 2012

The Interview with Luke Evans (Unedited)

The Raven seems like a love-fest for anyone who’s an Edgar Allen Poe fan… what preparations did you undergo to ensure you played Edgar Allen Poe as close to what he might have been like, even if the character was fictionalized?
When you read Poe’s works, you see how prophetic he was, how many genres he invented and the many styles he was capable of. You see the comic side of him, someone who's taken the comedy and heightened it to be fantastic. Once he gets caught up in his own genre, you can go back to his letters and pull the language. That just felt like a great thing to do. We felt for sure we didn’t want to do his little moustache, because we wanted to stay away from the Charlie Chaplin postage stamp thing. As much as I love that, I thought it would be limiting. And because he was dirt poor and an alcoholic, I got as gaunt as I could, I got down to about 190 pounds, which is below what I was in high school. Then you just immerse yourself into the material, all of his letters and writings, and get into that spook house vibe.

With so many references to so many Edgar Allen Poe mysteries, how did you (the cast and the crew) ensure to keep the fictionalized tale of The Raven (the film) close to the original script? Were there occasions where you decided to experiment and deviate… considering these were timeless Poe mysteries you’ll were dealing with?
The Raven is a fictional adaptation of the life of Edgar Allen Poe, and brings to life the world of Poe’s poems and short stories, combining it with multiple elements of classic thriller movies. The basic idea was to portray Poe as more of a character in one of his own stories to get a whiff of his imagination. By having Poe become a part of his stories and then having to deconstruct his own story, you get to hear Poe on Poe. It was exciting to replicate Poe’s work and bring to life some brilliantly horrific moments from his murder mysteries. We have used some of Poe’s works like ‘The Murders in the Rue Morgue,’ ‘The Pit’, The Pendulum’ and ‘The Tell Tale Heart’ to an extent that they depict the dark perceptive world of a writer, by taking viewers through his work. It took some amount of adapting and trying out different ideas in order to get to the essence of Poe convincingly.

You seem to have a passion for roles that are extremely different and a penchant for the supernatural. Does The Raven indulge in the supernatural element that defines many of Poe’s works… and was inspiration taken from the celebrated poem itself? Also, what leads you to these films?
Aren’t we all attracted to the abyss? It’s poetic. Who doesn’t like Halloween, the day of the dead, the supernatural, ghouls, the underworld, dreams, and nightmares? It’s an interesting character and headspace to explore. It’s not something I want to stay in but it’s nice to visit it. The Raven does bring a certain supernatural element in its delivery. It skews the barriers of fantasy and reality. It is riddled with fictional stories, while containing factual information about Poe’s life. The symbol of the raven serves as an obvious but satisfying metaphor throughout the movie, shadowing the death of the characters in a role that’s similar to its symbolic function in the poem. The poem’s central theme is also replicated through Poe’s own life in the film. I think it’s more luck of the draw that I am getting darker roles these days. I also think it’s easier to make [a] smart, dark thing than a smart and more comic thing. For some reason, recent comedies have gotten more simplistic, when I don't think they necessarily have to be that way. But that's okay. It's okay for things to come in shifts.

India will be seeing The Raven after most of the world and so the reviews are already out. The surprise element, if any, in the film, is not necessarily going to be its selling point. What do you, as someone who played the role of Edgar himself, feel makes this film a must-watch?
I think the reason why people should go watch this film is so that they can enjoy a piece of mystery as it existed in Poe’s writing. If watching this film makes you go back to read his works, we would have succeeded in creating what we wanted in the first place. This is a film which will appeal to lovers of goth, suspense thrillers and detective fiction. Shanghai was a film we’d hoped to see in India, how was the experience working with a largely Asian cast, shooting in Thailand and working with Gong Li? To do something that has a big budget, with a great director and actors and to work with a script that has that quality and level of writing and production design is a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity and I got that with Shanghai. My co-stars in the film were ‘the greatest artists from Asia’ and it was an honour to work with them. It was the first time I shot in Asia and didn’t get the chance to explore Thailand because of a busy shooting schedule but I did enjoy the warmth of the Thai people. I would really come back for the people. They seem to be incredibly generous, warm and loving people so it’s very nice to be around them. The crews are magnificent and everybody I’ve met in my brief time off has been lovely. My Shanghai co-star Gong Li was part of my cinematic introduction to China. I was an admirer of Gong Li for so long... A role like this and to work with such great actors is a rare honour. She is such a nuanced performer like a Mona Lisa, with a very subtle way of conveying how the character feels. She's a very complicated and intricate performer. You have to pay attention to not just her lines but her body movements and subtle gestures five seconds before and after those lines.

From playing the role of America’s most loved poet and detective writer, your next film sees you play the role of one of the country’s most dangerous serial killers — how do you adapt from roles like Poe to that of Robert Hanson?
For the role of Robert Hanson in The Frozen Ground, I based my portrayal of evil on crocodiles I’d seen on safari in Africa. To prepare for the dark roles that I play in The Raven, The Frozen Ground and The Paper Boy (where I play a death row inmate), I did Jungian shadow exercises and meditations designed to delve into parts of the subconscious you most want to hide. It helped to tap in to my dark side in interesting ways.

The poet theme seems to run strong and Adult World also sees you in the role of the poet? Are you inspired enough to actually start penning your own verse?
These kinds of roles seem to find me. That’s may be because I do a bit of writing and people think that I am a perfect fit for such literary roles and will be able to understand them better. I have written lyrics for the songs in my film War, Inc so yes; I have some experience of writing in that sense.

Serendipity was your last romantic and India still largely considers it to be the best romantic film ever made — will we see that side of you in any films to come?
If I get offered to do a movie about relationships and think it can be good, then I have no problem working on a romantic film. Let’s see when I can do that kind of role again.

Have you watched any Indian cinema, apart from mainstream Bollywood films? Bollywood being the industry that churns our most Hindi language films from the city of Mumbai? If so, what do you think of Indian cinema?
Unfortunately I have not seen any films from India yet to be able to comment on them.

Friday, May 18, 2012

I feel like a star already! (unedited version)

I feel like a star already!

Says Harish Iyer, post Sunday’s episode of Aamir Khan’s Satyamev Jayate, as he opens up in a quick fun-filled chat, some adorable masala thrown in along the way…

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Harish Iyer is a name that India now knows, and this is a fact! This is a fact especially after the weekend’s broadcast of Aamir Khan’s Satyamev Jayate, with an episode that brought the issue of Child Sexual Abuse into every TV viewing household across the country.

Harish has always however been an inspiration, a guide, a listening ear, a friend and a lover to many people in and associated with India’s LGBTI community. But now he’s a household name, all set to contribute even more to his cause. An avid blogger and a self-confessed and irrefutable Twitterati — Harish is as adorable in person as his dimples make you believe him to be.

“I am just amazed. It’s beyond words… and I mean it… the whole experience was electrifying to say the least,” begins Harish as we chat on a particularly humid Bangalorean night.

Harish continues to be the simple human being, this journalist met three years ago on a bright-lit night in Mumbai and the simplicity in his words and sheer incapability to hide true excitement still brings a smile to lives all around him. 

“The show was really something I had never expected it to be. I’ve been on TV shows before… and I’ve spoken about these things before too… but the warmth, the involvement and the sheer emotionality of this show overwhelmed me. I am quite surprised I wasn’t a puddle of tears all through,” continues Harish as he describes the show.

“It helped me get comfortable and I was fully aware of how this would be the perfect medium to get my message out. Aamir’s warmth and genuine concern also helped me open up about several things even my amma hadn’t heard from me before — secrets I could never muster enough courage to share. Friends had heard about these memories and confidantes had been trusted with them… but I felt India needed to hear them too and only a show like Satyamev Jayate could have got me speaking so easily and so frankly about them,” Harish tells us.

Afraid that we’ll remind Harish of memories we’d rather not, we quickly change the topic to the Sridevi surprise and Harish indulges us, with a new zing in his endearing voice. “When I was being readied for the show, I noticed this gorgeous sari being wheeled around and actually asked a volunteer who the sari was for. I was only met with a disapproving mumble about someone random. There was a reference to this unheard of name being made several times all throughout the set and much later I realised that this was a code name for Sridevi. I still smile when I think of all the efforts the team went through to keep the surprise genuine for me. I am really thankful to them,” says Harish.

We prod further…Sridevi and surprised, yes, but aren’t the both of you Tamil? “Yes!” pat comes the reply as Harish adds, “we actually spoke to each other in Tamil, bits that sadly didn’t make it to the final edit of the show. When I saw her, the only words that slipped off my tongue were ‘enakku vishvaasamillai, neenguh nijamaavuh theriyilai’ (I can’t believe this, you don’t seem to be real) and she replied, ‘aamaam, nijam thaan…’ (Yes, yes, this is real)…”

Meeting the women of your dreams — the root behind your strength and telling the whole country your tale, egged on on by none other than Aamir Khan himself, we’re still left wondering what element of the show caught your attention the most? “I think what Dr. Rajat said seemed to make most sense to me. Respect your elders for their attitude, not for their age. I think a pervert should be called a pervert, irrespective of his age or gender or sexuality,” answers Harish.

And what about the audience? “The audience was amazing. We actually shot this one episode over almost a whole day and the intensity that you saw on screen was only one tenth of what actually transpired on those sets. Aamir Khan was in tears on many occasions and we had to stop for little breaks to just allow the sniffles in the audience to clear up,” Harish shares. 

Shooting done and weeks later, the show finally airs. So what does Harish decide to do on the D-day? “I watched the episode with a few of my gay friends and then spent most of the day with a friend, Deborah, at a mall in Thane. What really surprised me was people approaching me a few hours after the airing… asking me if I could pose with them. I feel like a star already! Like that’s not enough… Aamir Khan actually called to check on all of us. Every single one of us who participated in that show! He even asked us if we thought the editing was done well and the likes. He’s just far too amazing!,” Harish tells us.

But is that all, we enquire? “No! Soon enough emails started flooding my inbox and messages began delivering like crazy. That’s when I realised I needed to ensure that it didn’t all end with this. I wanted to continue the buzz and keep the excitement going. Which is why I’ve announced and invited entries for a repository of materials on Sexual Abuse Awareness — I want this to go on and Satyamev Jayate has come forward to help me there too! They’re just amazing people, doing amazing work,” Harish explains.

With hardly any time left to spare, we conclude by asking Harish why he chose to do what he did and he quite brilliantly answers. “We all have ways to deal with these grave wounds. Wounds that will never really fully heal. Cinderella has her music and her belief system, Ganesh had forgiveness and his passion for work. I have the need to spread awareness and will do everything and anything within my capabilities to ensure that the word gets around. No child should ever be forced to stay quiet about sexual abuse, ever again,” Harish concludes.

Wednesday, January 25, 2012

An open letter to someone I wished I had never loved!

It finally is over… I had hoped it never would be, but it is… and I am a loser for falling prey to you again. So what was I? A random guy who would look after you, take care of your expenses and blow you when you were horny? I hate myself for having been reduced to just that, all the while assuming I was in LOVE. It took you one month to replace me, no? Just ONE month… and what for… Because I asked you to love me in return!
If I mattered even a bit, wouldn’t you have tried? You always knew that I was just waiting to take you back and believe in the lie that you helped create… so what was it that changed?
You didn’t love me, no? I’m sure that was it… because if that was not the case, then you are just evil. So for my own sake, I shall remember you as a young boy who fell out of love with me… because if you did love me — what you did was not what anyone deserves, not even your worst enemy.
Take care and for your own good, stop using people so selfishly… it will all backfire one day and you will have no way to counter it.
You, or who you made me to believe you were, will be missed. Your true form in all its vileness however will not. And please, no amount of psychological counselling can help someone like you. You enjoy being a victim and I am sure you wanted to be portrayed as the victim in this relationship too. But that cannot happen, because, unlike you, I loved you… and till yesterday evening when you decided to show me what I am really worth… I was willing to die for you. You were my everything and now I pray and hope that I never meet one as monstrous as you, ever again.
You were a bad dream and I hope I wake up tomorrow and you never even existed.