Thursday, June 26, 2008

Farewell my R-dent loser

Farewell my R-dent loser

We’ve been through every single thing two people can ever go through in just a matter of two years, and right now all I want is closure!
I will not thank you for coming into my life, ‘cause you screwed me up more than I could ever imagine and all the while I confused my own emotions for love.
I don’t even think you know what love could possibly mean, but I am curious to know why you were so ‘in love’ when it all began.
Please don’t even think of saying that I approached you, for that never is the case, and that never will be – at least not with someone I have no interest in, and believe me you were FAR from interesting when I first met you.
But then, let bygone’s be bygone’s and I don’t regret using a cliché, for you have been nothing else but one.
Funny how you keep assuming you can slather behind my back to people who are genuinely concerned and even assume that it wont reach my attention.
Funnier still that you continue to do so, and if by chance you do so, on purpose, then oh convoluted mind, free thyself of burden, for it will not affect me – at least not anymore.
I regret every inch of myself that I offered to you, for you were not worthy of anything humanely palpable or conceivable. You might have been worthy of the love of a few, but I wonder why they’ve moved on too?
Heaven forbid you are dating that other misfortunate one, and I pray god spares at least one life from your wicked mimicking ways before it’s too late.
Why are you so excessively self-indulgent? Why can’t you learn to be considerate to those who hurt you? It isn’t surprising that people who mattered to you labelled you juvenile – for you are nothing else! I don’t know what did more harm, the drugs or the religion, but whatever they did do, they did bad.
Nobody can afford to be so inhumanely dumb and so proudly numb. You hurt everyone who cares, by either putting up an act of being submissive and hurt others even more by just being who you are – which is much worse, by the way.
You are not evil, get over yourself, and far from evil, all you can be termed right now is stupid. Sit down and think of all that you’ve forfeited on your own account just because you couldn’t mend you deviant ways.
Nobody needs to love you, and you don’t need to either. Most probably you will end up being treated worse by someone else, and purely for the sake of you learning a lesson, I hope that happens.
Make amends before you’ve lost yourself in your own defecations to such an extent that an asylum might seem a little to lenient for you.
There is still hope. Try and change and next time around play around with someone your own size. Don’t aim for the stars, there are times stars stop shining and you better get used to yours flickering out. There’s hardly any matter left in you to burn up. You’re wasted!

8 comments:

oopsie daisy said...

appa full rage against the x-lover

- Make amends before you’ve lost yourself in your own defecations to such an extent that an asylum might seem a little "to" lenient for you. -

i think the "to" should be "too"

Princess S/Kishmish said...

i can soo relate to this. :|

Mithraah Indiirh said...

Yes oopsie thats all that matters...
That the too was spelt to...
It is rage..
He is a bum...
I realised too/to late :)

Mithraah Indiirh said...

princess s..
i wish nobody would ever relate to this post..
such losers should end with me!

anxietyprone said...

it is better to have loved and lost rather than never to have loved.

Mithraah Indiirh said...

Thanks ma'am...
I wish I had learnt that an easier way though :(
Stupid trivial wishes - lol!

- Ubiquitous - said...

Never known Romel to be so furious! :O

Well written, just the right words to pierce and kill!

Hope the offender has read it. I so hope he has!

Mithraah Indiirh said...

@Ubi...
He did. He cried.
He strangled me.
We broke up.
I am supposedly happy.
:(